Due to lack of funds on my end, I cannot get more lithium. So I’ve got about 10 days to go without that medicine and others. It’s 3:36 am and I’m up for the whole night, probably. Tonight is fun so far, but I know this will go bad in a few days, if I cannot sleep.
The lack of funds is my fault: I cannot plan or stick to a plan of how to spend my disability money. I’ve often been terrible at managing money..with a few exceptional periods.
I don’t want help; don’t want advice. I just want to write this somewhere.